Posts tagged my life.
Had a fun day with ToniiFlowers watching anime and visiting Timmy at Millions :D
So update on my life. I gave Rosette, a music artist that I befriended over instagram, and gave her a business proposal, and now it’s time to show what I got :)
LIFE IS SOOOO GREAT RIGHT NOW!
I have such a great opportunity to prove myself and make my dreams happen. So here we go, full throttle, no time for doubts or mistakes.
Game face on.
It’s raining, I love the rain!
This is how I exactly feel while eating all you cam eat Korean BBQ.
And One Piece is my favorite show!
I Feel Like Sketching…
Me with 87 cats! My future life haha.
While watching the debate :3
October 10th, 2012
It’s time I treat the people I love how I wanna be loved.
I actually don’t like it when people respond to my post about my insecurities trying to cheer me up… because they shouldn’t.
If they only knew of the horrible things I’ve done to people, they might rethink about trying to cheer me up.
How can someone treat the ones they love and hurt them? I can’t keep using the excuse of being hurt to hurt everyone around me. I’m not evil, but I’m not nice either. If I didn’t have a conscious, I would be such a fucking cunt. I never get enjoyment out of hurting others, even people I dislike, because hurting someone emotionally is the worst thing you can do to someone.
Haha… I mean look at me. I treat myself like shit, on purpose too. I purposely hurt myself, keeping myself at a low point, in hoping I can feel something. And when something good comes in my life, I’m scared of joy, pain/hurt is all I know.