May 24, 2012

I’m going to take my own advice this time. I’m going to “Just Dance” to shake off all my worries and go into my own world.

I’m not running away, I’m just creating a fantasy where I can escape for a moment in time and have fun. 

I take things too seriously and I have no outlet for stress. Working out isn’t really an outlet because I’m doing it just to get a nice body, not to be healthy.

The only time I’m not stressed out is when I’m listening to my music, singing along, closing my eyes, envisioning what the song means to me, while dancing.

So… Just dance.

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May 22, 2012

Today I’ve noticed I have changed a lot. I really don’t give people a second chance, ever. If you screw up once I cut you out of my life. If you constantly ignore me, I ignore you and if you ask why, I tell you why and tell you to fuck off.

I don’t have time to waste, esp. on or with people.

12 more days till my birthday… Should be fun right?

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May 14th, 2012

It already started off badly. Worked called me off when Yesterday two girks called off work.

If they use the girl I think they are it will be a problem. I will have to talk to my manager again, and if its not solved I will call HR to make it clear that I’m not happy or treated fairly there.

I’m just upset with work always constantly disreapecting me and everyone there, esp. This one girl who brings in over $100,000 a year. Calling her fat and crazy, when she’s not. She’s the hardest worker there.

Anyways I will just figure something out.

Please…

Let today be a good day. That I can survive this constant whirlwind of shit that I go through.

Let me make the right decisions in life. That I can over come everything.

That I get respect that I so dearly crave for in my life.

Bitch mode is on - bring it.

May 13th, 2012

Today I was completely out of it. I went out Friday and Saturday. 

Was completely plastered in not a good way.

I need to not do that often, it’s effecting my abilities at work.

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Rita Ora

Just came across her and she’s amazing. She’s in my top three favorite artist. Her voice is simply amazing. Her look is hot, so much swag.

Almost every song I heard so far she’s amazing.

Sdns9dh982938218931 I love finding new music!

Think she’s going to become my #1 favorite artist :3

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Fashion Star

I applied, so let’s see what happens :3 Can’t wait for open calls to go. It doesn’t hurt to try and see what happens. If it happens then amazing, but if it doesn’t that won’t stop me.

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Horrible Realization….

When you find out all the shit about work that they’re all shady and can’t keep anything disclosed. 

Made my night horrible. 

They can go fuck themselves.

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I’ll try and survive my depressive thoughta for the next week… Who knows though….

I will ALWAYS reblog this.

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I’m off to a good start.

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One More Thing…

People who tell me I need to work out more. I’m comfortable with what I look like. I don’t need to gain muscle to please you.

How about this, I’ll go work out and gain muscle if you stop being ugly both physically and mentally.

So go fuck yourself.

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